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Monday, January 25, 2010Y
mabuhay ka boyfriend! :)

My labs qualified for the interview sa PGH and I couldn't be more proud :D

I have always thought that he was smart, and I knew he would make it. To labs, congrats! :) kaya mo din yung interview, don't worry :*

To all my friends who also qualified, congratulations! :) Goodluck na lang sa interview, hope you will all make it :)

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Tuesday, January 12, 2010Y
when paranoia strikes

there's no way to stop it..

but still I'll try. I want us to be different.

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Saturday, January 09, 2010Y
7th Monthsary :)

Today was fuuuuuun! :)

We went to QC Circle to try the rides in the newly opened Circle of Fun. The rollercoaster was scary @_@ It was quite unsafe because that thing that's supposed to secure you in place (sorry I don't know what its called) is not actually locked. So you can fall anytime during the ride.

The Sea Dragon thing was fun too. Its like EK's Anchors Away, only a much smaller version but the experience was quite the same. Unfortunately, walang ride all you can so we were not able to try all the rides due to lack of funds. Haha! XD

After some sight seeing in the amusement park, we rented bikes. Weee! It was fun fun fun! Except for some people who kept crossing the streets and some other annoying bike renters who suddenly stop in front of you X( Too bad it drizzled a little so we were forced to cut short our bike ride. So we decided to stop by the Quezon Museum instead. It always makes me happy to be in museums. I love seeing old photos and antique furnitures :)

It was a very simple date, perhaps one of the simplest dates we've had but it was really a fun day :) To labs, happy 7th monthsary :) More daysaries, monthsaries and anniversaries to come po sa atin! I lvoe you! :*

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Friday, January 08, 2010Y
Frustrations

I feel so dumb these days. Since I saw my NMAT score, I've always felt so dumb. I know I could've done better, way way way better than what I got. But then again, regrets always come last and now I might just have to live with the fact that I might not get into the med school I want :(

I hate myself for being so lenient, for not managing my time well, and of course, for not trying hard enough. I know I could've done it, only if I tried harder.I could give so many excuses on why I got a low score but still, the fact remains that I failed. Those excuses are just for me to make me feel better about myself.

Everything that's happened made me look back to my whole college life. Before I entered college, I told myself that I would study hard. Tama na yung sobrang tamad ako nung high school. But things remained unchanged, I have always settled for mediocracy. I tried avoiding the spotlight to save myself from the pressure and responsibility that comes with it. If only I was brave enough to try harder, I could've been happier right now.

I know I can't live on regrets forever. What I can do right now is to try harder, prove myself more. And maybe someday, I can be happy about my life again.


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Thursday, January 07, 2010Y
I Should've Known Better

After my last relationship ended, I told myself not to get too attached to someone. But then, I fell in love with this guy and can't seem to imagine life without him. I should've known better. And now that graduation is fast approaching and we'll soon be going our separate ways, I'm all down and depressed.

He always tries to comfort me, saying that the future isn't that bleak. And I hate myself for being so afraid of facing a possible future without him. It has always been my fault from the start, I knew that someday this might happen but still, I let myself get too attached. I hate goodbyes, I hate being left alone, especially by the people I love. But I guess its time to face the sad truth..

NOTHING LASTS FOREVER...

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Sunday, September 27, 2009Y
quoted from mich's post

Paano mo masasabing special ka sa isang tao kung ang bawat ginagawa niya sayo ay ginagawa din niya sa iba?

--kaya minsan, mas gusto ko ung masama ang ugali.. ung tipong Shan Cai-Dao Ming Ssu ang drama (tama ba spelling?kinuha ko lng kc yan sa wikipedia).. basta ganun, naiinis lng tlga ako kaya gusto kong magblog..

naiinis ako sa mga taong di marunong makiramdam, pwede ba.. bwiset.

o ayan, tatahimik na ako.. baka puro mura nlng malagay ko dito e. p*ta tlga.

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Tuesday, January 20, 2009Y
ISSUE ULIT

be extra careful with what you say


or the things you tell to other people


or at least lower down your voices when you're gossiping..


and when you gossip, make sure you get all the details right..


 'cause i heard you


and i was not pleased with what you said..

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yan ung entry ko sa multiply.. at may nagreply, cguro nga natamaan.. di ko naman idedeny na para sa kanila yung post na yun.. pero dito nlng ako magcocomment, kasi alam ko wlanag makakabasa pag dito ako nagblog.. para na din di pa lumaki ung issue..

ganito un, kagabi kasi.. past 1am na ata yun, matutulog na kami ng rumate ko.. but wait! we can hear loud voices from the next room kaya naman di kami makatulog.. unang nag-react ang rumate ko, tinry nya patahimikin ung mga nsa kabilang kwarto sa pamamagitan ng pag whistle.. ung "pssssssssssssssst!" di ko kc alam ano ung tamang word para dun, bsta un.. tapos di pa din tumigil, ako ako naman ang nagpsssssssssssssssssssst!.. pero wala pa rin.. hinintay ko muna.. mga 10 mins cguro, bka sakali tumahimik na cla.. but no again! ganun pa din.. kaya naman nag-knock ako sa wall.. at ayun narinig nila sa wakas at medyo tumahimik na cla...

tapos today, kinuwento nung mga nsa kabilang kwarto ang nangyari kagabi sa kanilang friends.. at narinig ko yun. pero ung pagkukuwento nila e para bang may halong sarcasm.. alam mo un? yjung tipong feeling mo ikaw pa ang mapapasama sa ginawa mong pagpatahimik sa kanila? kaya naman nagblog ako sa multiply..

at ayun, nagreply ang mga ate.. nagcomment ung isa dun sa entry nung isa, eto ung sabi "Dapat meron din nito: "To you, who thought we were talking about you." Hahahaha.".. o c'mon.. sinong unang nagviolent reaction sa entry ko? i did not mention any name pero nagreact kau. so guilty kau.. at wag kang hypocrite at ideny na hindi nga ako ung pinag-usapan nyo kc alam ko at narinig ko ung conversation ninyo.

eto pa ang isa

"Pero kung ang chismis na narinig ng isang tao ay MALI pala, tsk tsk. Sino kaya ang dapat mahiya?"

sino nga ba ang dapat mahiya? ako na kumatok sa wall para ipaalam na nakakaistorbo kayo ng tao o kayo na naging insensitive at patuloy sa pag-uusap ng malakas? sino ha?

okay lang sana kung once lang kau nag-ingay e pero halos gabi-gabi ata ganyan kayo..me mga tao din namang busy at kelangan magconcentrate sa pag-aaral.. dapat sana alam nyo na nkakaistorbo ung pag-iingay nyo. di na dapat sinasabi un e, the thing na plywood lang ang pagitan ng rooms natin dapat alam nyo na talagang maririnig kau sa kabilang kwarto.

sige, i take the fault kasi ako ung unang nagblog about the issue. ang i know kau ang me upperhand dito kasi naman alam ko mas madami ang papabor sa inyo.. but let me tell you this, PUTANG INA! DI KO KAYO UURUNGAN! cge, gawin nyo ang gusto nyo at sabihin nyo ang gusto nyo. magsasawa lang din naman kau..

di na ako magcocomment ulit sa issue for now, i will let you have the time of your lives.. enjoy the privilege of telling everyone your side of the story. wag lang tlga kayong sumobra, kasi pag napuno ako.. HUMANDA KAYO! ANG LAKAS NG LOOB NYONG MAGSALITA NG GANYAN E KAYO NAMAN ANG DAPAT MAHIYA SA PAG-IINGAY NA GINAGAWA NYO GABI-GABI!

bsta, bahala na kau.. magpakasaya kau sa mga buhay nyo!

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